wow.

set us free, sweet summer day...

wait. wait. i have a blog...?
haha.
beginning of the year i checked this everyday.
no. more than everyday.
i used to jump straight to baronbanner.blogspot.com as soon as i got home.
i'd drink in Titus's eloquent speech. immerse in Victoria's whimsical style. laugh at Nuran's excellent diction.
(though i do admit, Vincent's was too smart for me. it made my brain hurt.)
however now, 162 days behind me, 18 days to go, i haven't even been blogspot in a month.
maybe a month and a half.
heck, i haven't even been that active within the baron banner at school.
i should have. i could have.
i wasn't.
and i hate admitting i regret something. but i regret that.

there's a lot of "what if"s in life.
i know my big one is what if i didn't waste my time.

everything's easier to preach than to practice.

and i know, September 3rd come around i will have wasted three months of my life to idleness.

listen to me. i'm already giving up.

maybe i spend too much time in Nostalgia.
and not enough time living.