first impressions.

it's all wrong but it's.... alright!

wake up at six.
five pound backpack.
homework from every class.
fifteen miles.
first day.

you tell me my first impression.








quiz tomorrow....

funny. in a sick and twisted way.

something I thought is worth passing on. (i didn't write this)

"I’d like to order one Fatty McFat-Fat and a Superficial Burger with a small side of Materialism Fries. Wait, make that an extra large one! Let’s see… I’d also like one 'IOnlyCareAboutMyself' Salad with Hedonism dressing because I have to watch my figure. For my boy, may I have a Seven Deadly Sins special with extra Lust? Oh yes, he would also like a testosterone filled shake to build his already bloated Pride. Last, could you sprinkle some Ignorance on everything so that we could enjoy it all blissfully? Thank you!"

wow.

set us free, sweet summer day...

wait. wait. i have a blog...?
haha.
beginning of the year i checked this everyday.
no. more than everyday.
i used to jump straight to baronbanner.blogspot.com as soon as i got home.
i'd drink in Titus's eloquent speech. immerse in Victoria's whimsical style. laugh at Nuran's excellent diction.
(though i do admit, Vincent's was too smart for me. it made my brain hurt.)
however now, 162 days behind me, 18 days to go, i haven't even been blogspot in a month.
maybe a month and a half.
heck, i haven't even been that active within the baron banner at school.
i should have. i could have.
i wasn't.
and i hate admitting i regret something. but i regret that.

there's a lot of "what if"s in life.
i know my big one is what if i didn't waste my time.

everything's easier to preach than to practice.

and i know, September 3rd come around i will have wasted three months of my life to idleness.

listen to me. i'm already giving up.

maybe i spend too much time in Nostalgia.
and not enough time living.

=]

yupp.

i gotta tell myself to keep

quiet quiet don't let it all come undone...


well i think this is the closest i've gotten to using an explicit in a blog
why am i such a *fluck* up?

honestly
it's not even like it was inevitable
it was a stupid, easily avoidable mistake

it's no wonder the Bible describes the tongue as the only untamed beast

i've been brought up taught to think before i speak
to weigh the consequences before my actions
to treat my words like a potential wildfire

why do i have to be so *flucking* funny...?

why can't i stop hurting people...?

One Month

it was raining on the sun...

one month...
one month since my last post.

it's funny how much can happen in a month....

it's also funny how a month can go by and nothing can happen at all.

to be honest i haven't been writing cause nothing extraordinary has happened.
at least, not to me.

i know, i know, i should be taking advantage of the blessings i have. i should be strengthening the relationships i have, building up the things i know, and making the most of the time i have.

i also know how easy it is to not follow your own judgement.

so now, i waste away at the computer, with one less month to live....


on the happier side:
New album by The Afters out! :D
check out Myspace Girl =]

RE: Crazy In Love

got me lookin so crazy right now...

tera's first blog post yesterday was about love...
love really is a funny thing isn't it
we find joy and serenity in love
yet we find heartbreak and chaos in it as well
is it possible for a fountain to bear both fresh and salty water?

you see, tera's blog really got me thinking
got me thinking about my own relationships
love in general

it made me start thinking from the moment i read her title

in fact, when i read her title the first thing i thought of was this:



sighhh you don't get to see something quite as strange as that everyday